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It was already lunchtime and Isaac was struggling to keep his eyes open. His body was complaining after the strain of the previous day, the despair that had made him decide to sell his creativity. The explosion, the hit to his head, the police station, Vicky being in coma; he didnt sleep well turning from side to side the whole night. When he went to bed he couldnt even undress and Elviss present was painfully prickling his leg as a reminder of the promise. Isaac pulled out the piece of the board from his pocket and investigated it. The piece was just a piece. Actually, some parts survived. Now Elvis gets behind the bars for a long time not even knog that he didnt destroy anything but Isaacs plans. Actually, the other way round: he served Isaac a favor as he would have been a Happy or Vegie according to the opponents of the downloading by this time. Now he unexpectedly earned some time and gained new hope. He didnt want to feel doomed. Isaac quickly undressed and plodded into the bathroom. Looking at himself in the mirror, he opened his eyes wide and raised his eyebrows. Squeezing his eyes open and shut he thought he looked more like a shabby hobo. Gazing out at him from the mirror was a thin young guy with dark hair and piercing greygreen eyes. The nose was a bit on the large side, so were the ears, and the cheeks were slightly hollow. You couldnt really call him classically handsome, but the girls always saw something in him and they probably knew better. Even the small scar on his chin didnt spoil his looks, instead it added a touch of the brutality that was lacking. Isaac made a slipshod attempt to tidy up his hair, but it still stuck out rebelliously. He glanced at the uneven covering of stubble on his face. Unshaved as always, and Im not going to shave, he thought. Women like stubble for some reason, was the first clear thought that came to him. And at the same time they complain that its prickly. He tried to imagine what it was like when you stood at the mirror first thing in the morning and a girl walked up to you and ran her hand over your unshaven cheek like in an advertisement. But that was on television, that sort of thing didnt happen in real life. Hop into the bathroom, grab a quick wash and dash off to deal with business at hand. The few girls Isaac had dated before had never done that. To get your cheek stroked, you needed someone you loved. A girl who loved you, not just some casual hookup. There hadnt been any genuine loving in Isaacs life since his sister had been ill and he didnt der where it had gone. No one needs a boyfriend with problems, especially one whos almost a beggar. Everyone has enough headaches of their own; they can do without anyone elses. After discovering Vicky was ill, Isaac didnt have the time or the money or, more importantly, the desire to have a genuine affair. He had to make do with the girls the drunk ones who came his way at the America. Hints were quite often made and he was given to understand or even told straight out that he was cute, that he had handsome features, that he was tall and well built. In fact he wasnt that tall, but that didnt bother Isaac, it wasnt a problem in his life. No one needed to explain to Isaac what the female tourists had in mind when they said that sort of thing to the first young guy they met. Take everything given, as they say, though he was always short of strength after a long shift and those short term lady friends simply highlighted that nobody seriously needed him. And he oh so wanted to be genuinely loved. Isaac could really be very dedicated to his loved one. Its just that he had no chance of shog it. Even for his sister he was ready to sacrifice himself. When she fell sick, Isaac got deprived of the only love creek that the world directed towards him.